“Our feet are planted in the real world, but we dance with Angels and ghosts.” ~ John Cameron Mitchell.
I really like the above quote by John Cameron Mitchell. This is so inspiring that we are dancing with Angels and ghost. I think about my loved ones. How I sometimes smell a scent in the air that reminds me of them. Or times I feel a cool breeze behind me when I am in the middle of doing something. Memories are great when they are good, right?
Who you gonna call? GHOSTBUSTERS (I couldn’t help but think of the song OR THE movie. This movie premiered in the year 1986. Recently there was a remake of the movie. Ah, nostalgic a little? I was! I am now at the age where I see remakes of song and movies. My doctors are younger than me plus I have a lot of experience with making mistakes and good memories. I am pretty sure this gets even better with age.
I had a birthday this year that made me Fifty😁. 6-23-1974, yep, that’s the day. Now, I don’t claim to know everything like I thought I did as a teenager. By the way, I have a teenager. Seventeen to be exact. Pray for him and me cause from here on out life becomes even more of a natural disaster. Heaven help us. I personally didn’t like that age at all. In fact, I felt like a fish out of water. I often felt out of place. That was also 6 months to a year after my TBI (traumatic brain injury). So, I double felt like a fish out of water. That’s twice…aha! Those were the days I was totally out of character. That’s water under the bridge. No, I won’t reference Adele here BUT, if you know you know. Also, I have gained wisdom to not give a rat’s booty as much as I used to. That’s nice, huh? I have also reached the age where I am always, permanently ready to go to bed. Sleep is my friend. One of my Best Friends.
Okay, so I will reference Adele,
People call me weird. Well, I am not sure if they do? But if they did, that would be okay. It took me 50 years to accept myself. Maybe, I was the one that thought I was weird all these years? Yes, I gain from improvements. We all do. Isn’t it wonderful to feel free like we did when we were kids? We are not as free as we were when we were kids. But at 50, I am without peer pressure to an extent. So that’s a step ahead.
Life is ironic Take it from here, Alanis Morissette…
let it roll off of your back like water does on a duck’s back. You will be okay, I think.
Until Next Time,
Heidi💜
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