So many mixed emotions tonight. Joy, sadness and maybe some hope. Mainly doubt. If I lay down all my doubt, I wonder how far it would stretch? Inside I scream. Living in this chaotic world has been incredibly difficult. Dealing with turmoil is the hardest challenge in life. So, I answer prompts all day. I hope to forget my sadness, my lonely life that’s filled with joy at times. Have you ever ridden an amusement park ride, and you want to stop it? The ride wasn’t what you expected. Life can feel like that at times. All your memories seem like obligations. Something you have to endure. That’s how I’ve felt most of my life. I go through the motions. Every day I do the work. I punch in my time clock to start my shift. I continue working until my head hits the pillow. As a caregiver, you would think that’s what I mean. I am a caregiver who cares with honor. This other life goes back years before. I don’t know any different. Also, I can’t say when it began either. I really don’t know. The year I was born, maybe?
1974 is the year of my birth. What was going on that year?
https://takemeback.to/events/date/1974
Especially in June on the 23, 1974, my birthday!
First Extraterrestrial Message Transmission: Humanity achieved a significant milestone in space communication by sending the first intentional extraterrestrial message from Earth into outer space, marking a pivotal moment in interstellar communication efforts.
No wonder E.T. is one of my favorite movies. (Google it)
Until Next Time,
Heidi💜
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