My Thurs…Day- 3/19/26

I tried to drift off to sleep. Thoughts of impending doom overwhelm my mind. “What if” questions race through my head. I am reminded that life is a series of problems to solve. I mean, something has to give more balance between good and evil. I can’t sit long in quiet and stillness before I start having a panic attack. I should try to go to sleep, get some much-needed rest. I won’t feel as if everyone and everything is against me (Wednesday night).

It’s morning now, a new day to start again, plus an hour before my routine begins. Coffee, I need coffee, and no rush while drinking it. Suppose I crawl out of this bed first. Duty overwhelms me. Responsibility rots my bones. I’m too exhausted to do anything else. Still, life goes on. I can’t give up or give in. Actually, I must be thankful. Especially since it is time for Angel Brian’s Thankful Thursday Blog Hop. (Thursday morning)

Today has been a good day so far. I cleaned the carpet behind the couch this morning. There is something fulfilling about catching up to do extra cleaning. I have been meaning to do this for a while. I also told my husband to stay in our room during my extra cleaning. Finding me time for either one of us is chore. We have to be creative. Since we both stay home these days. *For an update on my husband, he has been helping with house chores. Things like washing the dishes., transferring the laundry from the washer to the dryer, gathering trash around the house in trash cans. As a stroke survivor in the year 2022, he has made improvements at baby steps. Still, there is no change in his vision yet David is adapting to his new normal. Adapting is a task I am well familiar with as a traumatic brain injury survivor(1992).

Adapting is what I choose to be thankful for today.

Until Next Time,

Heidi💜