When I face reality, I want to close my eyes

When I face reality, I want to close my eyes.

North, South, East, and West, looking either way, I see no solution.

Tragedy doesn’t allow for plans.

Tragedy shows no mercy. It has no grace.

Confusion swallowing me whole.

Total surrender, nothing else will work.

I keep searching while trying to fill the gaps with whatever is near.

Maybe this will satisfy…no this will.

Survival Mode because… What else is there?

Heavy brain, let me sleep.

I will watch after I sleep.

I have no choice.

You are in control. Not me.

No solution, so I blog to distract.