Word of the Day

1am…

and here I am getting my fingers cheesy from eating Cheetos. My body is tired,no my body is exhausted. Sleep won’t come for a while. Yea, I know about electronics. The fact that they are a no no when trying to relax. The weird thing is, my eyes won’t close until I get my mind on something other than sleep. I think of the word, baptism, as a profession of faith. Contemplating my life of faith over the years. Thinking about that, suddenly my eyes grow heavy.

I did better last night by going to bed earlier. Do I feel refreshed this morning? Not really. Anxious thoughts woke me up several times last night. How do you relax after feeling a bug crawl in your nose? Dfid I imagine it?Which reminds me. I dont do well when the bugs are out. Bugs are a phobia. Spring is coming soon. The blooming flowers are beautiful in the Spring.

There has been so many adjustment over the years. A lot of acceptance of things over the years. Things that may not be to my liking. Those things needed to be done in spite of my feelings. A refresher, or maybe consider it called a new beginning , had to occur.

It is raining outside. Steady rain,which is relaxing. Staying warm inside to avoid getting cold and wet,while listening to the rain drops on the roof sounds like a plan. How about a good book,too? A reminder to listen to music to soothing the soul. Why does life seem rushed? Can’t it be still like when it snows? The whole world remains still in the drops of the silent snowflakes. Now I cuddle up with my cat as icy rain falls outside while I read.